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  There was still trouble ahead, possibly even war, but politics was a topic Lily knew little about. If she couldn't handle it with her bare hands, worrying about it wouldn't help. The tangle with the Mexicans a couple of years ago had sent a number of her neighbors back to the states. The epidemics rampaging across Texas had given little time for the hotheads to develop cankers under their saddles after that.

  But the fever had dissipated this summer, crops were plentiful, and some of the newcomers, with their bellies full, were swaggering disdainfully when Mexico and Santa Anna were mentioned. She and Jim, along with the rest of Austin's settlers, had pledged to be citizens of Mexico when they settled here, but these newcomers had other things on their minds besides Mexican citizenship.

  There ought to be a peaceful solution to the situation, but knowing men, they wouldn't be happy without a fight. Bending her generous mouth with scorn, Lily reined in her horse at the town's pitiful general store. Here was where she would find the land agents and speculators eager to twist money out of the hands of the ignorant and land from the defenseless. The one calling himself alcalde looked up from his makeshift desk as Lily entered and rose with effusive greeting as she turned in his direction.

  "Mrs. Brown! What a pleasant surprise to see you here this early in the week. I hope you have come with good news?"

  The idlers around the counter in the back watched with interest, but Lily was used to the attention any woman attracted. She could have been a ten-foot bear wearing a skirt and they would have looked at her like that.

  "No, I don't, Mr. Dixon. If we had a priest, I'd ask for a service to be said. But that's not why I'm here. I need a man to help run the ranch for me. Can you recommend someone?"

  This whole scene was a farce for the sake of propriety, Lily knew, but she maintained a straight face as Bert Dixon looked solemn, took off his hat, and scratched his head. As a lady, she was supposed to acknowledge only gentlemen, and then only those she knew. Since Dixon dressed in frock coats and occasionally wore a tall beaver hat, he was considered a gentleman suitable for her acquaintance. Lily would have preferred to talk directly to the men at the counter, as Jim would have done, but they would have ignored her, most likely.

  The store's proprietor wandered over, greeting her with a nod. All the ever-changing assortment of idlers in the back seemed to do was spit tobacco, knock back whisky, and talk of war, but they knew everything that went on in the territory. Any news came here first. She waited hopefully.

  "You ought to sell that place, Mrs. Brown." Ollie Clark was tall enough to look down on her, and he did so with a certain proprietary air, as if he were the only man in town who could deal with her.

  He was not only tall, he was a good-looking man. Lily had always considered Ollie favorably, since he didn't spit or have rotted teeth, and he always spoke to her with the Southern courtesy she had once expected of any man. But his attitude now irritated her already frayed nerves.

  "That's Jim's decision to make," she replied maliciously, knowing her feminine refusal to acknowledge her husband's demise would get under Ollie's skin faster than anything else she could say. "Jim has been planning on looking for someone to help him run the cattle while he concentrated on the cotton," she lied boldly again. "I'm just looking a little earlier than he'd planned."

  "Now, Mrs. Brown, that place is way too big for a little gal like yourself..." Dixon attempted to intervene between the two tall young people, but the look he received for this blatant idiocy sent him in another direction. "What I mean is, you ought to think about Ollie's suggestion, Mrs. Brown. Settlers are pouring in here by the hundreds. You could sell off part of your acreage and have enough to live on for as long as you liked."

  "That's Roy's inheritance you're speaking of, Mr. Dixon." Lily lifted her chin defiantly. "If you won't help me find a good manager, I'll do it myself. I know most of the settlers around here. It may take me a while, but I'll talk to them all, and maybe get better sense out of them than I'm hearing here."

  A man in red kerchief and brown-checked shirt, leaning with his elbows against the counter and obviously enjoying this argument, yelled out, "I hear Cade's back in town. Why don't you send her to him? He's got all the experience she needs."

  Lily looked up eagerly. "Cade? What is his full name, and where do I find him?"

  Dixon looked anxious and shook his head. "You don't want Cade, Mrs. Brown. He's not..."

  Lily looked at him contemptuously. "Don't say it, Mr. Dixon. If he has the experience I need, I'll hire him." She looked back to the man who had made the suggestion. "Where do I find him?"

  She saw the grins going around the room. She knew she was the brunt of some male joke, but she was long accustomed to that position. Holding her spine straight and her chin up, she demanded respect with her silence.

  The man in the back pushed his hat back on his head. "Out at the Langton ranch. He's been punchin' for Ralph this past month. People just call him Cade."

  Lily gave a regal nod and ignored the hand Ollie held out to halt her. Stepping around him, she sailed toward the door. She would have a foreman before the day was out if it killed her.

  * * *

  July 1835

  The prairie grass rippled in a sudden breeze, sending waves of green as far as the eye could see, but one stand remained stationary. Always alert for the unexpected, Cade eyed the unbending grass with disfavor. The circle of buzzards overhead was fair enough warning. He knew better than to go closer, but human nature compelled him to investigate.

  A few minutes later, bending over the dead man, Cade jerked out the arrow he had seen from a distance, ripping it from the deteriorating flesh with a sudden viciousness. He had known better.

  Swearing, he gazed down at what had once been a man of middle age, his receding hair falling back from the bland features of a farmer, his soft paunch indicating a life of relative comfort. The arrow had protruded from the center of a homespun shirt that had been carefully washed and bleached in the sun until nearly threadbare, and then mended with loving, even stitches. Cade cursed again and then looked at the arrow in his clenched fist. He had meant to arrive in this place without disturbance or notice of his presence. He could well imagine what would happen should he report this body.

  Black hair glistening in the sunlight, Cade brushed away the length rubbing against his chambray collar. Eyes dark as midnight gazed in contempt at the arrow's feathering and unmarked shaft. The man's assailant had the devil's own luck to kill his victim with a poor piece of work like this one—a piece meant to resemble an Indian weapon but all too clearly made by a white man's hand.

  Cade glanced down at the unlucky bastard at his feet and felt fear clutch at his insides. They weren't going to blame him for this one. Not if he could help it.

  Glancing around at the rippling plain dancing in the glorious sunlight, Cade found the spot he remembered. Callously closing his senses to the stench of the dead man, he flung the body over his horse's saddle. This was one murder that wouldn't be solved soon.

  Later, after giving the body a decent burial, Cade leaned against the bark of a live oak and sipped at the flask from his saddlebag. Contemplating the snake slithering through the grass in front of him, he felt the ache that the liquor seldom assuaged—the ache of loneliness, a hurt he had carried with him all his life.

  Remembering another day and another snake, Cade took a second gulp of the fiery liquid and tried to forget, but the childish voices singsonging the alphabet through an open window haunted his memory.

  The urchin he had once been grubbed in the dirt just outside that window, pushing a stick through the dust in rhythm with the chanting. He didn’t look up even when a large shadow fell across him.

  "Andale, bastardo." The kick was swift and sure, sending the boy Cade sprawling in the dust. "Get back to your whore of a mother." The words were in elegant Spanish, but their viciousness had naught to do with the grace of the people who used that language.

  Scowling at the destruction
of his dust letters, the boy didn't look up but merely returned to his previous position, a little farther from the man's boot.

  The man's curse and the lift of his boot for the next kick was interrupted by a gentle voice. "Leave him be, Ricardo. He harms no one."

  "Apaches have to be taught their places when young," Ricardo replied, his belligerence barely disguised by the voice of respect he used for the priest in his long black robes.

  "He is not just an Apache, my son," the priest rebuked him. "He is the grandson of Antonio de Suela. Who knows, one day de Suela may return. Would you have his anger turned against you?"

  "A de Suela would not acknowledge the spawn of an Apache and a whore. Why do you think he left us?"

  The priest shook his head and clicked his tongue. "Do not hold your grudges against the innocent, Ricardo. Vaya con Dios."

  The man called Ricardo snarled as the priest walked off. The boy a footstep away sat silently drawing his letters in the dirt, not acknowledging any threat. The child had the tough, sturdy body of an Indian, not the slender grace of his Spanish mother. The black hair that cropped over his eyes and shirt collar badly needed trimming, but there was a certain dignity in his stoic stance. He knew the kick was coming, but he did nothing to resist it.

  Cursing at the priest's interference, Ricardo spit in the dust near the boy's bare foot, then turned on his heel and walked away. Only when he was completely out of sight did the boy look up, check the entrance to the alley, and reach for the wooden box beside him.

  The snake inside coiled and rattled and hissed, and the boy smiled as he refastened the leather latches. The snake grew calm as the boy lifted the box and swung it gently. He slipped down the back street to his mother's hovel, whistling solemnly. His father had taught him of the Snake's nature. He was quite certain the man named Ricardo would not understand, however. He had almost looked forward to the moment when the man would kick the box. For the snake's sake, he was glad the man had not tried a second kick.

  * * *

  Sitting in the present with the liquor flowing through his veins, Cade wished the child hadn't been so generous. Ricardo had deserved to die.

  Chapter 2

  Lily tried not to think about what she would say to Ralph Langton when she found him. A planned speech would just terrify her. As she cantered the gelding down dusty roads, she set her mind to wondering what Roy was doing right now, worrying that she wasn't there to continue their lessons. Running a ranch and trying to educate her son at the same time would be difficult.

  For the hundredth time she wondered if she had done the best thing for Roy by uprooting to Texas where books were few and far between and teachers were nonexistent. But at the time, the alternative had been too painful to consider. She had come to accept her life here, and Roy knew no other, but the suggestion to sell the land had set all the old worries loose.

  The thought of abandoning Jim's dream prevented Lily from seriously considering selling. She didn't know for certain that her husband was dead. Perhaps the horse had just thrown him, and it was taking him a while to walk back. He could have hurt himself and some friendly Indians could have taken him in and were nursing him back to health. In Texas anything could happen. She would hope for the best and do as Jim would have done.

  That thought held Lily as she found the group of riders making a circuit of the Langton ranch. She hailed Ralph, and the older man halted his horse to greet her. The others ambled onward, expecting him to catch up when he was done.

  "Lily! Good to see you. What are you doing out here all alone? Jim would be furious."

  He said this with a genial smile that acknowledged his polite phrases had little to do with reality. Lily returned the smile. Ralph Langton was one man who understood that she could hold her own. He had nothing to prove by thinking of her as his inferior. He was old enough to be her grandfather and had been married for more years than she had been alive.

  "The way things stand, I'll be doing everything on my own shortly," said Lily. "I may as well get used to it. The men are threatening to leave rather than take orders from a woman. I can't fool them much longer into thinking Jim will be back, Ralph."

  Lily shook her head to keep him from offering sympathies. She didn't want sympathy. She didn't want to cry. She wanted to keep going until she couldn't go anymore. "I heard you have a man named Cade here who has the experience to act as my foreman. What do you think?"

  Ralph immediately looked concerned. "Well, I don't know, Lily." At her stubborn expression, he hesitated. "Why don't you ask him yourself?" He yelled over his shoulder, and one of the riders ambling down the road swung his horse around.

  Lily had already noted the man. He sat head and shoulders above the others, and his shoulders reminded her of a bull they had in the paddock. Her eyes were always drawn to those few men who stood taller than she, but the size of this one was intimidating. Then she realized why the men back at the store had laughed at her. They had told her about the one man in the territory who could make her look small.

  Anger welled, as it always did when someone made fun of her height. She should have been born a man, she had been told more than once. Well, she had done her best to turn herself into one. She would behave as one now. She sat tall in her saddle and waited to see the rest of the joke that had been perpetrated on her.

  The man's long black hair was straight as a stick but evidently clean. With a shock she realized his bronzed features and angular cheekbones were undoubtedly Indian, although she suspected something of the Spanish in his heritage also, if for no other reason than the proud arrogance of his nose and the jut of his square jaw. This was not a man she could control with a few sharp words.

  Lily was almost willing to admit her mistake in seeking him when she noticed the odd way the man, Cade, held his hands on the reins. They were practically sitting in his lap.

  In another moment he was close enough for her to see the kitten draped across the saddle in front of him. A kitten! Lily could scarcely keep her eyes from the untidy sprawl of fur until she recognized the unseemliness of her gaze. Flushing, she looked up to the man's dark eyes. If there was a flicker of something behind that impenetrable obsidian, she could not interpret it.

  "Cade?" She had been told he had no last name. Looking at him, she could see he didn't need one. It would be akin to giving a family name to a wolf. She just hoped he didn't have the intelligence of a buffalo. As he stared without speaking, she continued nervously, "I've been told you have the experience to manage a cattle ranch. Is this true?"

  "I ran Colonel Martin's operation over near Galveston for a spell," he acknowledged evenly, scratching the kitten behind the ear to keep it still.

  Lily wanted to grab the kitten and tell him that was no way to treat a cat, but aside from the fact that the animal seemed perfectly content, the idea of grabbing anything from such a location warm her cheeks. She turned her concentration back to matters at hand.

  She had heard of Colonel Martin and the size of his spread and was relieved but still suspicious. "How long is a 'spell'?"

  There was a suggestion of a shrug beneath the straining shoulders of his faded blue work shirt. "Couple of years."

  "And why did you leave there?"

  Throwing the big man a look, Ralph intervened. "He was unjustly accused of killing a man. He spent some time in prison before Martin could get him out. The colonel thought it safer if he went elsewhere to avoid angry suspicions. I'll vouch for Cade's integrity. I'll hate to see him go, but you can offer him a better place than I can, if he wants it."

  Lily looked up to see if there was any change of expression on the stranger’s face, but Cade continued looking at her with disinterest. For some reason, his disinterest was as tantalizing as his size and the kitten. She had learned long ago that she was no beauty, but out here men were inclined to pant over anything in skirts. Or trousers, she amended. She was young and had all the necessary female attributes. She expected at least some degree of interest, but he treated her
as if she were part of the landscape.

  "I don't suppose you would be interested in working for a woman, would you?" That wasn't how she had meant to ask, but now the words were said, she couldn't take them back.

  "As foreman?" At her nod, he questioned, "Would I be required to sleep in the bunkhouse with the rest of the men?"

  That jarred her awake. Was he married then? Hastily, Lily revised a few estimates and rethought the problem. She was more determined than ever to have this man in her employ. Having another woman on the ranch would be heaven.

  "There's a small cabin one of the hands built for his bride, but they moved on a year or so ago. It may not be in good repair, but I'll see that you have what you need to fix it up if that's what you require."

  He nodded and exchanged a glance with Langton. Gathering up his reins, he gave Lily a perfunctory nod. "I'll be out Sunday morning to discuss terms."

  He rode away, leaving Lily to stare after him with incredulity. The man was as arrogant as his nose.

  Ralph grinned. "He don't talk much, but you hear it when he does. He'll do the job for you, Lily. All you got to do is persuade your men to take orders from a half-breed."

  Hell and tarnation. Lily shot Ralph a look of frustration. "Why can't anything ever be easy?"

  He laughed as she rode away, but it was a laugh of confidence. Lily turned her mind to persuading a bigoted bunch of peacocks that if they wanted a man to give them orders, it was going to be a red man.

  * * *

  "But, Mama, we always go into town on Saturday." Tall and stringy, with an unruly lock of dark hair falling across his tanned brow, Roy propped his hands on his hips in imitation of his father and glared at his mother.

  "I'm tired, Roy. I would rather just sit here and admire the sunset. Why don't you go see if there's a ripe watermelon and we'll picnic by the creek?"